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Post by Maddie West on Apr 7, 2007 21:46:20 GMT -5
Maddie came in pretty late and just dropped the stuff of hers on the floor that her aunt had given to her. It had been things of her parents and some of them made her want to cry. She looked at the photo album that her aunt had given her and put on a cd that had her mother singing on it. She couldn't listen to it or look through the pictures without crying herself to sleep. When she woke up she was scrunched up on her bed with the album at the foot of the bed. All her roommates had gone to class already, but she couldn't. She layed there with her eyes full of tears letting it all out. She was really angry with her parents for leaving her. She felt like they had left her. Left her to face the pain alone.
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Post by Chad&&<3 on Apr 7, 2007 21:52:05 GMT -5
All night he had been sick and the next day Soul stayed home from school and helped take care of Chad and by Ten A.M h was feeling better. Walking threw the girls dorm to Math he had heard Maddie's voice, or crying. Opening the door he walked in and ran over. Holding her in his arms he kissed her and whisperd What is wrong baby?
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Post by Maddie West on Apr 7, 2007 21:57:22 GMT -5
She looked up at him wiping at her face to try and get rid of the tears, but it was no use. She clung to him crying gently. "They left me." She said choking back tears. "They left me all alone." She said before burrying her face into his chest. It had hurt so much to look at those pictures and listen to her mother singing on that CD.
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Post by Chad&&<3 on Apr 7, 2007 22:01:21 GMT -5
Rubbing her back he kissed her forehead and whisperd iIt is ok they did;t do it on purpose it was the drivrs fault, god blessed you to still live hre with no parents. Itis ok my aunt died... but I know it hurts more for your parents to die.
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Post by Maddie West on Apr 7, 2007 22:07:21 GMT -5
She let the tears go in pain. "I want them back." She said choking back a few tears. "I would do anything to have them back." She said as she continued to cry. One of her hands were wadding up the bottom of his shirt for unknown reasons to her. She looked to the photo album and sniffed back a few tears in a weak attempt to stop crying then laid her head on his shoulder. "I would do anything." She whispered in a shakey and wavering voice.
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Post by Chad&&<3 on Apr 7, 2007 22:10:55 GMT -5
He sighed and whispered, I would do anything to help you sweetie but is is impossble, Let's get your mind off this and have some fun. Pulling her to his feet he kissed her and slipped off his shirt laying on her bed.
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Post by Maddie West on Apr 7, 2007 22:19:51 GMT -5
She looked at him sniffing back what was left of the sudden tear shed and shook her head gently. She turned away from her bed and walked out to the window and looked out it in thought. She wasn't exactly in a playful mood at the moment. She looked down at the things of her parents on the floor in thought after a moment.
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Post by Chad&&<3 on Apr 7, 2007 22:28:38 GMT -5
Closing his eyes he sighed deeply hating to see her this way.
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Post by Maddie West on Apr 7, 2007 22:37:30 GMT -5
She walked over to her bed and sat down. She looked to him then down at the album at the foot of her bed. "I'm sorry, but, I just... I don't know. I'm so frustrated and confused, and i just wish there was a way to make it all go away." She said gently reaching for the album. She opened it to a page of pictures of her mother holding her. There was a picture of her mom holding her in a hospital bed in one of those hospital gowns. She ran a hand gently over the picture in thought. If she would have had blue eyes like her mother she would look just like her. She remembered the last time she looked into her eyes. She always loved looking into her mom's eyes. They had had small flecks of violet in them.
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Post by Chad&&<3 on Apr 7, 2007 22:39:38 GMT -5
Her mother was amazing... Rather lovely in other words. She is lovely.. he whsipered smiling faintly as he kissed her and stroked her hair.
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Post by Maddie West on Apr 7, 2007 22:49:47 GMT -5
She looked to him and gave him a weak yet gentle smile. She looked back to the album and turned the page and there were pictures of her and her dad and there was one of all three of them when she was probably three or four. "It's not fair what happened to them, and I know life's not fair and all, but they were such good people. They had given me everything I ever wanted. They helped me chase my dreams." She said gently as she turned the page to find her favorite picture that her mom had snapped of her dad swinging her around by the arms in the front yard.
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Post by Chad&&<3 on Apr 16, 2007 16:42:16 GMT -5
He sighed and held her closer. Kissing her forehed he smled and whispered I know baby girl.
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Post by Maddie West on Apr 16, 2007 17:35:40 GMT -5
She closed it and set it to the side. She turned to him and wrapped her arms around his neck and laid her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes as she felt a wave of sorrow pass over her. She didn't do anything though. She just leaned into him and found comfort in him as he held her closer.
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Post by Chad&&<3 on Apr 16, 2007 20:14:09 GMT -5
He kissed her forehead and sighed deeply.
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Post by Maddie West on Apr 16, 2007 20:17:14 GMT -5
She sighed softly and nuzzled her face into his neck and slowly drifted off to a more peaceful sleep then the one that she had been in last night.
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